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     Apparently us as humans seem to lower our self-esteem to the max. The bullies tell us something and we believe them. For the rest of our lives we go on thinking that it was true. Why do we do this? Why don’t we have confidence. We shouldn’t have too much because that’s being conceited. But still just a tad bit of confidence would help.

     We let people tell us we’re not pretty or beautiful. Why is that? We can let everyone of our friends say your’e hot or beautiful but we don’t believe it because we have one person tell us we’re not. It’s retarded how we let people bring us down. You’re all beautiful. Just because one person doesn’t find you attractive doesn’t mean you aren’t. You’re not suppose to be everyone’s type. That would mean everyone would date everyone. Grow up, don’t let people put you down! And also don’t compare yourselves to other people. Last time I checked YOU ARE NOT THEM!!! You can’t say that person looks better than me because his abs are better or her boobs are bigger. You weren’t made to compare up to others. That’s what gives people the right to determine who’s pretty and who’s not. And everyone’s pretty to someone so that means there aren’t any ugly people.

     Tell me what do you guys think what’s pretty and what’s not because I’m sure we would all have different opinions but we will cover every single possible topic. I’m done for tonight though.

     So apparently society has many different views on what’s right and what’s wrong. is it fair? Well apparently some people think so because they’re close minded. There’s many views as what’s acceptable and what’s not but I just don’t see how we can judge another person for what they do! 

     Really there’s different views on what makes people a whore or a slut. The one that comes up the most is sexiest against women. Can anyone tell me why is it okay for a guy to sleep with more than five girls in at any given time. The only response that you will get from that is that he’s a typical man or he’s just being a guy. But let a chick say she’s been with more than five guys and all hell breaks lose. People look down on her and say she’s a slut and just won’t accept it or let it go. So you telling me it’s unnatural for a female to have more than one sexual partner. Last time I checked she’s a person too! Not to mention it’s the same exact thing that men do! What a girl can’t have hormones or needs and desires. That’s stupid like what sense in the world does it make to judge a chick based on that.

     Why are some straight people picky about who’s gay and who’s not? It’s okay for a girl to be bi or gay and make out with a chick to straight people. But if two guys do it that’s gross!! Straight guys reasoning is that it’s two girls so that’s hot and their experimenting and it’s natural. But when two guys do it they say it’s wrong and they shouldn’t do it! Umm last time I checked in both cases it’s the same gender making out with the same gender. How can you decide which is right and natural and which isn’t? Gay is gay there’s nothing wrong with that. If ones hot the others hot or else don’t say neither is hot. It doesn’t make sense! Both are doing what they like! Where do guys and girls get the right to be nit-picky about what is hot and what isn’t? Look away if you don’t like it don’t say “Eww that’s gross” because it makes you sound like a jackass. You can’t accept one and not the other. It comes in a freaking pair! That’s why it’s called HOMOSEXUALS! Like now they divided it into Lesbians and Gays. Lesbians are hot and acceptable and Gays aren’t. They are both gay, homo, queer, the same thing so get the priorities straight okay.

     Lastly I wanna talk about blow jobs. It’s strange and random but goes in with the first paragraph. Chicks say it’s natural for a guy to want a blow job because it’s something that feels good to them. Yet, girls say giving blow jobs make them a whore?! Most girls that have given a blow job has been labeled a whore? And than rumors spread about them blowing lots of people. Seriously, how does that make you a whore?A girl would say ” I’m not putting any cock in my mouth.” Umm you won’t do that but you’d put it in your vagina. Does anybody realize you can wash your mouth. But you can’t wash everything out of your vag. You’d let a guy destroy your vagina and spread it apart but you can’t lick one. I thought the vagina was more valuable than the mouth I mean how much filth comes out of it daily. Please that makes no sense and it is the most dumbest thing I’ve ever heard of. But it’s totally not that way in the gay society. For them oral is a natural thing. They won’t deny anything. Which I give them props for. They shouldn’t because there’s nothing wrong with it. 

     So this isn’t all. I mean if you have more topics send me a message. But I think this is good for a first blog going out to everyone. Sorry that it seems kinda random just lots of thoughts flowing through my head!

Leaving your old friends is hard. The longer you know them the greater the sting of pain is. I’m trying not to cry as I wrote this blog. I just wanted to say that my tine here has been the best times of my life. There was never a end to spending time with my great friends. The new ones I met in high school or the old ones I knew from middle school. They’ve all impacted my lives in one way or another. It hurts to realize that I’m actually moving and I won’t see y’all faces anymore everyday. I plan to stay in contact with as many people as possible though because I could never forget you guys and girls. Hopefully you wony forget our times together because I know I won’t. I plan on visiting as much as possible as if I have a choice. Just because I’ll make new friends does not mean my old ones will be replaced. That’s impossible. I love all of my friends even if there’s alot to love. I’ll make sure to keep you updated on my new life :) love you all!